John’s final message to Sherlock. “One more miracle, for me.” This part is so goddamn painful.
The second I heard him say it, “it was all a miracle” was incluided in the speech in my headcanon.
You don’t even necessarily need to lose a friend to know the meaning of the word “miracle”. Sometimes you have a person, or people, in your life that CAN’T HAPPEN, shouldn’t, couldn’t have happened if the laws of nature and the universe whatnot had the slightiest bit of sense left, but there they are, the unbelievable and amazing people and you, YOU know them. It’s the overwhelming feeling of privilege and gratitude of knowing them and having the possibility to be with them.
To John, Sherlock is that unbelievable coincidence that completed his life - a MIRACLE.
</but I mean it>